7TH November

At last mah m bck to sein regular days…n yup…ne1 wid Nile’s Lateralus…pls mail me…mah mail id:: atreya.chowdhury@gmail.com ……..N now abt sumthng m pondering abt…Wat is d meanin of Ballori…
Now sumthng I really wnt to convey….hey….SB….m really sorry…cudnt meet ya on Friday….pls buddy…dnt get ngry…pls…got stuck at crossword…dnt get ngry buddy….

2dy wnt to Elliot park…wnt thr wid Sanj n Gurj…..was really feelin light headed aftr in a long tym…n more thn tht it was lyk…a feel-good feeling….sein couples loving each oder…takin her up in his arms….n plantin a firm kiss on the lips…it felt lyk…so very good when I saw tht….huggin each oder…tru me,Sanj n Gurj were passin sly comments…but it really felt good…felt lyk yes…it is worth falling in love again….yes….why will u live a life devoid of everything sacrificing evrythng for a girl who doesn’t even thnk abt you….who gives a fuc*in pile of BULLSHIT….du u wnna spnt lyf-lng celibacy jus for tht….?????No….Atreya…u will not…why...dnt u evr wonder Atreya….why did she evr leave you…ask urslf Atreya…did u evr evn luk up to anoder grl….evr….did u evr tell her how hot was anoder girl on the road…evn she knew…not only she…her friends….her friends did too…not only hers….your friends too….tell me….Cupid…why did u evr let your arrow stray in2 your heart…Tell mt thou God of all Doubts…tell me Thou Omnipresent….all All-Knowing…is it my heart whch is wrong…whch wrongs my love…filling it wid all doubt…did she betray me….she dint evr feel….did she not evr thnk of me….did she evr thnk how mch it will hurt her Pooh????She did not…she was…is..n probably will always be happy wid S….n yes I am happy…I am happy tht she is happy….but will I not have ne1 to put balm on my wounds…yes….thr r wounds tht tym can nvr heal…but wont sumbdy evr try…yeah sumtyms it feels tht mayb Sanj can….but I kno I cnt evr open up wid her…know at LT…I dint attnd coll for a few days now….was lyk sad….did nebdy cared 2 call up n ask…hey buddy wr r u???...n d answer is yes…but wen dey askd….I jus simply brushd dem asyd…wat did I say….”I lyk to keep my problems to myself…I dnt wnt to share it wid ne1…” True…very true…I am d knda guy…whm only 1person had evr seen cryin…..n who will nvr evr cry again….not infrnta nebdy….who keeps his sorrow to his ownself n sulks alone…I kno vry well…no1’s gonna read this…rather no1 hv d patience to read such a boring story…. ummmm…story?????mayb…..Remember DG u usd to tell me….”U can’t evr b happy Atreya…U wanna kno Y??Bcuz u alwys sulk in ur self-pity…!!!”…..mayb true mayb not….but I kno 1thng….not a single of my frnds kno nethn abt the Fake smile I put up n go abt...no1 knos abt d Face tht buries itslf in d pillow evry nyt…n sulks…no1 knos abt mny a days wen many a drop of tear hv escpd whl writin dis blog…no1 knos abt dose mornings wen I see the daily newspaper n evry thrusday hope tht sum1 wud snd him a sml msg…sum1 he tht he knew…not a long tym ago… but then again he wonders….did he really knew her???....or was evrythng jus a game….y my Dear Friend…why did u leave me…???
I dunno why I wrt the above crap….n neither du I kno if thr is ne logic in wrtin a blog wch is nvr read by ne1…I dunno I really dunno…but yes it helps me in 1 way….I can at least get a job as a data entrant…hahaha….P.S::This is my longest blog n in all cases….n also in all probability…the most boring…a gr8 prize awaits the 1 who reads the complete blog….