Hia buds….wazzup….bored many a ppl wid dis vry word….haha….cumon man laugh…..its good…u kno…lyk many a ppl laugh at me….sumtyms jus lyk dat….u kno why dey…well,how will u kno unless I tell u….sumtyms I wish I cud tell sum1 how much I need tht person…but who cares…u do….cum on…I kno u dt evn giv a damn…cum on man…probably u dnt evn kno me…sumthng hpnd quite a few days ago…4gt 2 tell ya Lemon Tree…I got in tuch wid dis grl on orkut…she was frm Loreto House…made a bit weak at my knees…well aftr all all the stuff dt hpnd wid LH…but u know at she is not lyk many a grls outta thr…she…well…at least seemed different…well at least by her profile…Went by da name of "^@//0#!"…dunno wat does dt mean..by da way….dnt try to decode it…u cnt….n it was primarily done to protect her Privacy…stll…I wont b surprised if sum clever ass does break it…forgv da profanity..eithr way I dnt care whthr u do…stll…had a bad dream 2dy aftrnun…was abt an unknown person…her face was not familiar….not familiar at all..but it felt lyk sein a lyf in a nutshell...d dream was..lyk….she died…lyk…aftr goin thru many thngs….a lyf frought wid child abuse,lost love,rape,sex-worker, homo-sexuality..wid the shanty-girls…doin the same thng cld child-abuse wch she was treated to wen she was a kid…n thn she lyk…jus died…
Dunno y…but woke up cryin aftr sein d dream…no…I am not afraid of taking a beating…but wat I am afraid is wat if….tht person is sum1 close 2 me….i dunno whether she cares if I care for her or not…no…I don’t wnt ur pity….i can do widout dt…I am strng….not only on d surface…but yes all d way thru…yes….i hv shrd evrythng wid u DG…n evn now…after evrythng….stll now….thr is sumthng….of mine wch is wid u….sory…it is your own…My HEART…. My LITTLE PRINCESS….
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