25th OCTOBER

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm………..wnt b able 2 use mah lappie for a few days now…lets see…hvta wryt mah blog…realized sumthng in lyf…dis lyf is 22222222222 short… really tooooooo short 22222222222hate……wats d use 2 hate sum1……wat do u get by hating sumbdy….nthng…..literally nthng…..it hurts a lot wen sum1 leaves u…but wat hurts u more is d fact dat u still hate him…thr r so mny thngs goin on in mah head ryt now….tell me why do I still fear d word LOVE….why????why cnt I b lyk oders….y dnt I flirt arnd???????there’s no1 2 stop me…..no 1 to tell me….no one at all…no one to ask me whats in mah heart…no one to tell me not to luk up at girls…no1 2 tell me tht I am their own…I dunno….am I weak….no I know I am not…I kno I am strong…simply coz of d fact dt I did not evr stop her frm goin so-o-o-o-o far away frm me…but does dt mean dt I dnt LOVE her….no…I know I love her…I also know she will never come bck…I know she is gone…n wid her is gone all the things I ntd frm lyf…all the small wishes..all da dreams….wid her is gone all mah stupidity…wid her is gone C.U.T.E,S.T.U.P.I.D…n all da many thngs….wid her is gone d Love Books…wid her is gone sumone whom I cud luk upto…cz of whom I had 2 live n die…wid her is gone evrythng…wid her is gone feelings…warmth…et all…why….why… I still search for d answer….I still cower in d corner wen mah mom criticizes me for evrythng I do.. for evrythng I do…but I dnt care…I dnt care nemre…I dnt thnk....sry…I dint wnt to brng dis part of mah lyf…sum1 tld me dt I I sud not du this…n she was ryt…evr1 has got their own share of their problems…me u n evry1 else…wats da use of whining lyk dogs 2 this impassionato world…wat will I get by writing this…nthing….n neither will u get nethng by reading this…but stl…unlyk u all ppl I dnt hv ne1 to speak mah mnd out…SANJ,POU,dt little kid of clsVII I teach…..none….i cnt trust dem…or is it lyk…I dnt wnt 2 trust them….but the thng is dt I m stll yet to cum across…. no…rather…I dnt wnt to cum across them….